I am Back.....

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Well, I am back. I took some days off to be with the family. Melanie and I had a really great time at the Nursing Home. And then we took Luke and Melanie to a rollerskating party. We gave Melanie a choice weather to go rollerskating or do someting else. And she wanted to go, so we took her. When Jeff put on her rollerskates and then tried to stand her up, she went hysterical. She started crying and screaming at Jeff and I. We convinced her to rollerskate to one side of the rink. Jeff and I had to both help her. When we got there she would not move and cried for about fifteen minutes. Jeff and I sat there and waited. What amazed me, was I have not meet alot of these people, because they were from another Homeschool group. But, all these girls, kept coming up to Melanie and prompting her to skate. I was so impressed. Of course there were her other friends, who also prompted her. But, I sat there and I prayed. Lord, what do I do? Do I make her skate or give in and let her have her shoes. I leaned down to Melanie and I said, God will never leave you nor forsake you. Yes, you will fall down, But God will pick you up. And with that word, Melanie got up and we helped her for alittle while and then she was off. Jeff and I did not see her for the rest of the time there. Yes, He will never leave you nor forsake you. I know that in my brain, sometimes reaching my heart is alittle different. This is what I was going through Saturday night, I felt abandend by God, why would you put me throught this? Why am I facing this? When I got home Saturday night from Jeff's Parents house, a dear friend called and left this message on my machine, "Tanya, I am to call to tell you from the Lord, that He has not left you, and He love you so much. He is right by your side." As I listened to my friend tell me this, I broke down and bawled. I had felt like He had left me, but He was right by my side and He still is. Yes, I am going to fall sometimes, But He will pick me up and dust me off and hug me, and love me with all of His heart. So, again, I am so blessed with sisters who heed the call of the Lord. I needed that phone call more then I even knew I did. God, knows best, this is why He sents us sisters. God bless you all, and I love you so much, more then you will ever know.