Journey's

I was talking to a friend today, I had not seen her since January. While we were talking I was reminded about who I was in January. Oh, I knew the Lord. But my relationship with the Lord is so strong. I am really looking at the Lord with such a different view. I guess I always thought that no matter how hard I tried to obey God, he would not be satisfied with me. But this is not true. When Jesus sacrificed himself, he accomplished more then I could ever know. Like for instance, last month I was in the hospital. I have been really struggling with overeating and food addications. Well, as I was laying in the hospital bed, I started crying out to the Lord. I felt that I needed to just humble myself and let Jesus in. I spoke in the spirit and I started looking at Jesus with love and wanting peace. At that moment, I really believe that Jesus set me free. He delievered me from overeating, drinking soda and bindging. I have been out of the hospital now for a month and I feel great. I have walked alot, worked with weights and I am not over eating or bindging. I have had one soda and I do not even desire sweets. See, when Jesus died on the cross, he died for more than forgiveness, sacrific or healing. He died for peace, joy and love that I need to show every day. Telling people about him and living a life of his. If I can not do the will of God, how can I tell people about Him. God is more. 1 Cornthians 9:27 tells us that we must put out bodies into subjection, or we will not be good witness. Examine your life every day and release it to God.