February 19th, 2007

I started this journal entry today. I started to type some great sermons, but I was becoming over whelmed so I just left it alone. I realized that being so worked up or worried is not adding anything interesting to my life. I have noticed that sometimes I can be so relaxed that I put my self to sleep and other times I am so worked up that I feel like I am going to burst. The constant in my life is Jesus, praise Him. I really believe that if it had not been for my Lord, I would of been somewhere in the world wandering aimlessly looking for something. Jesus balances me, He disciplines me and he gives me goals to look for. I really believe to this day that Jeff is a gift from Jesus. A girl from Washington State meeting a guy from Iowa. How awesome is that. I am also convinced that booth of our children are from Jesus. At the time we knew of Jesus, but we were not serving Him, now I know different. Jesus will get you through so much, he will take pain, bitterness, financial strain etc from you, all I have to do is ask or give it to Him. He loves me and He has a master plan for us here, I am going to wait on Him. I have recently realized that the mouth and tongue can get you into so much trouble. I have chosen today to be more positive and serve the Lord in a positive and uplifting way. I am going to praise Him in all my ways today and honor Him. Jeremiah 23:28 "The prophet that hath a dream, let him tell a dream; and he that hath my word, let him speak my words faithfully. What is the chaff to the wheat? saith the Lord."